MOM it hurts

Subject: MOM it hurts Wed Oct 07, 2009 2:58 pm

Mom It Hurts
by: Julie Anne A. Garcia
(heiress18alone)

i've been thinking, crying
hesitating that you might be knowing
my secret that i have betrayed you
it'll make you mad and hate me too

i can't sleep well these past few nights
every time i turn off the lights
i think of you and your anger for me
i feel sad, depressed, saying this can't be

you told me i was selfish
not keeping what i used to promise
you kept on comparing me to other teenagers
saying that i'll never be better than the others

my heart's bleeding and dying
my soul's aching and suffering
my mind's trembling and suffocating
i just can't stop myself from crying

Do you know why?
Don't you feel my guilt every time i cry?
i wanted to hide something from you
so that you won't get hurt and feel the same way too

Mom, I love you dearly
but you're really hurting me badly
I just hope you knew
that what i feel for you is true

despite my stubbornness, and bad attitude
despite those bad things i wish you understood
all i wanted was to be fine and free
to be accepted by everyone and be happy

AGP Messenger Posts : 1608 Join date : 2009-08-31 Age : 30

Wow.
I didn't think na poem 2ng thread n2.
In anycase, I can relate.. though hindi pa nangyyri saakin un.
Or nangyri na.. nung kabataan ko? Hmm..

I can see myself in your position.
Even I, myself has a secret I don't want my parents to know..
A good parent respects what his/her children has to keep.

As Confucious say:
"Do not do unto others what you do not want others do unto you."

In my case, my parents doesn't butt in my life..
Well they do since they guide me, but not that much to the extent na nahihirapan ako.
Though ako mismo ang nagpapahirap sa sarili ko..

But maybe it really depends..
Wag mo nalang mxdong dibdibin..
Kahit sensitive ka.. Icpn mo trials of life..
Ask yourself, Why is this happening?
tapos isasagot mo dn, because by this I can get stronger..
Parang ganun ba..

Ganun kasi ako eh..
Hehe, iyakin to the extent na pagtawanan lng ako ni Ralph naiiyak na ako..
Dba? You were there nung nangyri un? Pero I'm still happy kasi andun kayo.
So nag-gain ako ng little confidence. Pinanganak kasing mahiyain..
Hayzt. >___<

Btw, very creative.. Poet-er. :P
Cheer up, kaya mo 'yan..
You're the bravest girl I have known as of yet! :)
Fo me you are. ^_^

Subject: Re: MOM it hurts Wed Oct 07, 2009 7:08 pm

tnx achi

dapt mahaba dn ang ire2ply qh sau

but since nkabantay mom qh

i'll just make this short

i really am so squeeshed in my life

no air to breath

prang total presssure na aqh.,

she compared me again

well i know some of my mistakes but

it's such a big deal s knya

haysh

AGP Messenger Posts : 1608 Join date : 2009-08-31 Age : 30

Kanino ka nnmn kinumpara? O_O
I compare myself to you!!

Kung ako matalino..
Ikaw naman sobra sobra saksakang katalinuhan ang meron ka..
Kung ako cute..
Ikaw naman up to heaven ang kagandahan XD
Tapos tapos.. Andami eh.. haha
Sa sobrang dami nkkhya na sabihin..
Wahaha!
Ok lng 'yan.

GO!! GAMBATTE!! WAA!! KIM!!
Anyways, Goodluck with ur life.~~~
Because Life is a game.. so why so serious? :O
haha wlang msbi..
:deads:

Admin Posts : 2367 Join date : 2009-07-18 Age : 36

Hirap minsan sa parents pag nagco2mpare na.. :emo:

pasalamat na nga lang cla wlang gngwang masama ung mga anak nla.. D kgya ng iba.. Ngdudrugs, sumasali sa gang at frat.. Tsk tsk.. :puwersa:

Moderator Posts : 393 Join date : 2009-08-26 Age : 33

UNAWAIN NALNG NATIN, UHNN..

they have their reasons

, uhnn

Admin Posts : 2367 Join date : 2009-07-18 Age : 36

Messier wrote:: UNAWAIN NALNG NATIN, UHNN..

they have their reasons

, uhnn

tma ka jan bro.. Kya lng kktampo minsan db? Pero gnun nga cguro tlga.. Pasalamat nlng dn tau kc hnd dn cla kgya ng ibang magulang n wlng ibang mbuting gngwa..

Subject: Re: MOM it hurts Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:08 pm

well., i always try to understand

but just like what kuya k0miks said

mnsan sobra na eh

nsa2ktan dn nmn tau

aqh tlg.,

one of the h8est things in my life is being compared to other people

eh kse nmn

i always try to do my best at everything

i always try to learn everything

pra nga maiwasan n uhn comparison n yan

yet.,

wla prn

haysh

it's really sad

:emo:

AGP Messenger Posts : 1608 Join date : 2009-08-31 Age : 30

Sabihin na nating inevitable ang comparing.
Discrimination nga meron eh. Up until now.
Which is really sad.

I understand.
Sobra na nga talaga..
Pero always try to think positive,
Ka2lad sa racing.. which sinabi saakin nung kaibigan ko dun..
"Even if you are the top, the first and the winner, you shouldn't be contented with your speed. Always aim higher and faster speed than you have."
Xenxa na englishero ung mga andun, nosebleed nga eh. XD

So.. What I mean is..
Think about the comparing as a challenge.
Without it parang wala kang inspiration.
Kahit ako kinukumpara ako sa lil bro ko kpag racing.
Xa kasi magaling kaagad samantalang bata pa lang xa.
Which hurts me a lot. Pero dahil sa kainisan? Na-challenege ako.
I did my best even more. In which I improved.

Icpn mo, kapag hindi ka kinukumpara, hindi ka maiinis.
Kung hindi ka maiinis, hindi ka gagalaw at gagawa ng paraan na ipamukha sakanila na, Kaya mo rin. Pde mo rin biglang masabi ang hindi mo masabi dba? Kasi minsan kung hindi mo sasabihin talaga sa kanila ang nararamdaman mo, hindi nila malalaman 'yun. Hindi rin nila marerealize kung ano ang mali nila. Possible na mag-away kayo, pero at least? Nasabi mo. Once na narealize na nila o nia na sobra na, cguro magiging ok na kayo..

That's what I really think.
Maybe another reason why you are being tortured like that, because you are making your life miserable yourself. Na-realize ko dn 'yan. Seriously. Nahihirapan ka, you have broken a promise. You always look for love. You are never are contented with a simple looking art. Sabi mo saakin ayaw mo ng simple.. kasi plain tgnn. Maybe the same with your life. Naghahanap ka ng thrill. Making it complex.

Kaya ganun dn cguro motto niu sa banda.. LIVE TO BE EXTREME.

Ok, that's just my POV, bka magalit kau saakin. XD

Subject: Re: MOM it hurts Thu Oct 08, 2009 9:10 pm

thanks achi.,

well at least now.,

pra n aqh nagcng sa ka22hanan

what i mean is.,

my life had its meaning back again

and naala2 qh uhn purpose qh.,

thanks.,

i realize na kng anu b tlg uhn gs2 qh manyari s life qh.,

i wanted a fairytale in a real life wherein

i will be the asst director of my life

God is the director

and i'll just give flavor 2 it

challenges are just hues

which gives more beauty to life

tnx

super tnx

AGP Messenger Posts : 1608 Join date : 2009-08-31 Age : 30

Ikaw ndn ang nagsabi..
Your doing your everything pra maiwasan ang Comparsion..
If you weren't compared, maybe you didn't have much determination in doing your best.